January 2012
1 post
“Tears are words the heart can’t express.”
– (via myquotelibrary)
October 2011
6 posts
adoption
Today i spoke to my mom about adoption and her reaction was, beautiful
“If you can’t feed a hundred people, then feed just one.”
– Mother Teresa (via nellietherese)
it's so hard
It’s so difficult trying to tell someone that you actually hope that you’ve been put on this earth to make a difference in a life. And I feel so empty, like that list of mine I am holding.
“Don’t forget me, I beg
“I’ll remember”, you said”
– adele, someone like you
August 2011
1 post
5 tags
July 2011
2 posts
I’m rubbish when it comes to goodbyes I’m fearful of the great unknown
LDN, this is it.
June 2011
23 posts
sudden realisation
You know how reality only takes a form when words paint it’s picture into the open sky Our life is like that blank canvas The artist filled with genius that no one else sees Nothingness that exists until he picks up his colours and suddenly, you see. gorgeous pictures or terrifying ogres.
NICE
sometimes, we question the motives behind the deeds we begin to believe that nothing in this world is free.
sometimes, we doubt him who has been standing next to us all these years we fail to trust in the purity of words and gifts.
I wonder how it all started
I wonder if it will end
I wonder if it’s just the beginning.
“If you’ve got a body you can’t stand
let go of this ridiculous insecurity
you...”
– Buddy Wakefield (via loverofstories)
dear god,
i really do not want to fail.
“If I find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy,
I can only...”
– CS Lewis, Brooke Fraser
the 4th, the 5th, the minor fall, the major lift
Maybe there’s a God above but all I’ve ever learnt from love is how to shoot at somebody who outdrew you.
in 36 hours
I will be free.
And hopefully human again
Stop.
We will always have something to say about that person next to us and the person after Stop. It hasn’t changed since we were children The way we thought it would They hit harder. Stop. Even more unforgettable You need to hold it in now Forgiveness is near impossible with age Stop. You and I And everyone else I wish we would Stop.
5 tags
FEELING LOVED
So I am feeling this boundless love around me and the corners of my mouth begin to turn up a little. The raw sting of the whip still lingers in the background But in the darkness, Though I have yet to see the light. I am hopeful.
joy
I feel like all the joy in my soul is gone and I am so scared, I’m never going to get it back.
sleep
The world still turns as I sleep and whoever lies in the next room still sits awake Wetness falls, and I am oblivious People celebrate in the streets and I hear not a thing. The world still breathes as I sleep Rise and fall, her chest shakes silently And yet, nothing moves me Time trickles by and nudges me to awake Because there is so much that is going on Nothing.
iliketoblogthings:
Rolling in the Deep - Adele
what would you do
What would you do, if you were not whole if there was something a part of you missing. Or perhaps it has been stolen And hidden in a place that you would never think to look. What would you do, if you were not whole a gaping hole inside that soul Past. that haunts so deep you can’t let go And stops you from walking forward without turning your head
What would you do, if you were not whole...
May 2011
18 posts
“Some people think they’re always right
Others are quiet and uptight
Others...”
– From You Only Live Once by The Strokes/Julian Casablancas (via quote-book)
i am really not as cynical as i pretend to be. there is this nagging reminder in my head not to believe every word that comes out of that mouth of mine.
change
funny how one person can cause an avalanche that shift in paradigm strange how it take only five minutes to reshape that motto you’ve had for the longest time a few words to move the world Magic? Or. Perhaps it wasn’t something I truly believed in. Just a false front a shield to hide behind Or maybe I was saved Before my words became my truth but one thing for certain. saved.
“we may shine,
we may shatter
we may be picking up the pieces here on after
we...”
– Glass, Thompson Square
1 tag
“When I meet you, in that moment, I’m no longer a part of your future. I...”
– Hiroshima, Sarah Kay
“that’s what the rain boots are for
because rain will wash away everything
if...”
– Point B, Sarah Kay.
om no mo
there has been this huge elephant sitting in front of me. just watching me for the longest time and I feel it’s breath. Just enveloping me every second. This massive presence in the room So blatantly obvious, But I have kept my head down To afraid to look up, to acknowledge it’s presence. His name? Doubt.
// Lives.
In a place where I am invisible to them and they cannot see me. They are infinite and I am just one of the possibilities. I am alive, as are they And whilst they live in that world When a crossroad is met, choosing to go left, When I wanted to go only right. And their right, when i left. Or maybe they’re living in that world When I ran to that train And jumped on just on time. Or if I had...
“When you’re lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you a while to realize that...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)
“Pieces and parts were always easier to process. The full picture, the entire...”
– Sarah Dessen (Just Listen)
can i just say
Can I just say, that my parents never taught me to watch out and be cautious and wary of the world in all it’s evil and gloom. Can I just say, that my parents never told me about people who only wanted your soul who didn’t see the joy in giving, but only recieving. Can I just say, that my parents never showed me blood splattered on the telly, when an eye was taken for an eye or more,...
the reason.
I could ask God Why we’ve got starvation and dehydration poverty and apathy misuse and abuse lack of breath and death I could ask God why he isn’t doing anything to stop it But then, What will I say When he asks me the same?